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Sometimes, I don’t even feel like it happened. Other times, its so real and I’m so raw I don’t know where to turn. I feel insane. I don’t cry all the time like my mom because I’m still shocked. And then I feel like a bad person. I just feel very confused and disoriented most of the time. My brain isn’t processing things normally…

I’m angry at myself for not acting like a normal person grieving. And it’s confusing my brain. I know it sounds ridiculous but idk how else to say it. I just feel like I’m in a emotional coma.

And I miss my sister a lot. I hear her voice over and over again. Saying my name. And then I hear her little kid voice in my head and it makes me sadder.

And the world keeps spinning.

fat-old-sunn:

Joseph Parker ~

fat-old-sunn:

Joseph Parker ~

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Last night this boy broke into the cupboard, stole his treats, dragged them through the kitchen and up on to my bed where he promptly dropped the treat bag on my face at 3am. So naughty!!! But still cute. I admire his gall.

Last night this boy broke into the cupboard, stole his treats, dragged them through the kitchen and up on to my bed where he promptly dropped the treat bag on my face at 3am. So naughty!!! But still cute. I admire his gall.

Sunflowers from ma’s garden. One of my favorite things about summer! #lastdays

Sunflowers from ma’s garden. One of my favorite things about summer! #lastdays

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friedcheesemogu:

I feel like I should reblog this every day.

me too

revolvermonkcelot:

friedcheesemogu:

I feel like I should reblog this every day.

me too

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I understand. That’s the trouble. I understand. I’ll understand all the time. All day and all night. Especially all night. I’ll understand. You don’t have to worry about that.

Ernest Hemingway, Winner Take Nothing (via porcelinas)

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